I give you things
like I was giving you land
on a reservation
oh, damn,
I'm gonna need that back now
and forever

sorry doesn't cut it?
oh, nothing,
I'm telling myself
how you will respond

and there
you just did

give me looks
like you're giving me head
that's all teeth

that's really disgusting?
oh, nothing,
I'm telling myself
how you will respond

i'm a big laugh to you
an obligatory laugh
that's meant to be understood
as sarcastic
as all hell

well fuck you, Kucho Jacobs

it's total bullshit
in my head
making me think i should have something better
something better to do with my time

life doesn't owe me meaning

but whatever it owes me
this is what i've got:

a warm room
sweaty pits
a heavy warm breeze
need for something better
somebody else across the room
in a worse mood than me

shit shit shit

and that's poor grammar
no doubt

about that...